Greedy Goddess Sue

Entries from December 2007

Poetry: What You Can’t See

December 30, 2007 · Leave a Comment

What You Can't See

Gnashing at the edges
of the heart,
of the question,
you want to eat.

Yet it doesn’t
satisfy the hunger
lashing at your soul.
Even if you chew hard.

I mean, really bite down,
tear your teeth into it -
primal, violent,
viciously animal.

Not even if you snarl.
Yes, yes, you are wild.
You beast, you.

But still, I see you.
Everywhere you hide,
I still see you.
You ask again

and again,
How do you know that?
I can’t answer.
(although I do)

I nibble around
the edges of the answer.
You might as well ask,
How do you know
I have brown hair?

Because I have eyes?
Because I see?

There is no mystery.
I’m not a mystic,
I’ve just been given these
damned poet’s eyes
that see through masks.

I’m not magic,
I’ve just opened these
sadist’s eyes
to drink in your pain.

I love an unhappy ending.
Unrequited love.
Heartbreak.
Self-destruction.

And, baby, you’re a fucking tragedy.

Categories: poetry

Merry Christmas!!

December 25, 2007 · Leave a Comment

Quick stop online to wish you all a Merry Christmas!

The holidays have been tres fabulous this year!

I didn’t have a single thing specifically on my Christmas List this year, but received oooodles of lovely presents!

A few notable gifts: several pairs of party shoes (perfect for this time of year where it seems to be one Holiday party after another!), jewelry from shopping slut (who seems determined to see me literally draped in diamonds… I wonder who put that idea in his silly little head? *bats eyes innocently*), and the cutest gift ever: my student loans paid off in full (very, very good boy!), a new straight-to-dvd camcorder, etc. etc. etc…

I had friends over for Christmas Dinner tonight (cleverly scheduled this evening since the Christmas Eve Gathering went into the wee small sun-rise hours!). My guests are in washing dishes and serving up desert right now while I post a quick note for you, lucky folks! It was a beautiful dinner.

I’m looking forward to a few days with NOTHING to do before running out of town for a few days. I’ve been too busy lately… I’m craving quiet, down time now! Except New Year’s Eve. I’m still trying to decide what to do for the evening! Might go to one or more of the New Year’s Eve Parties in town, might run off to NYC for the night or perhaps Las Vegas (look out, Casey!!!! *evil grin*).

I hope that everyone has a safe holiday! (and I hope that my boys have a productive and focused holiday!) And, in case I’m too busy and/or lazy to sign back on before New Year’s… have a happy New Years, as well!

xoxo

Oh… one last xmas wish…

… just for the sissies! bwahahahahaha

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Wicked Games

December 22, 2007 · Leave a Comment


Officially one of the hottest songs… evah!!! Tres sexy… and I do so love wicked games!

Categories: addiction · music

Conspicuous Consumerism Christmas!

December 20, 2007 · Leave a Comment

I know quite a few people who bah-humbug Christmas (or to be more inclusive: “the holidays”) because of it’s consumeristic overtones.

So to them I have the following tidbits of holiday wisdom:

    ** Don’t think of the consumerism rampant during the holidays being a turning away from the idealistic seasonal “values” … but rather as a stock-rising (or in some cases just holding steady!) proposition!


  • ** Eschew the gift giving madness, and tribute it all to a beautiful woman making a bold political statement!

  • ** Work through the holidays. Your boss will be impressed with your work ethic. You will be earning (which should be a high priority at all times) when everyone else is spending. (then tribute it all! offers you more incentive to keep working hard! (double entendre VERY MUCH intended))

  • ** s.t.f.u. and let those of us who ENJOY our conspicuous consumerism have fun!


And to the rest of you? Happy Holidays!

Categories: GreedyGoddessSue · financialkink.com archive post

instant messagery

December 17, 2007 · Leave a Comment

jonny lost: around you i’m just fucked
jonny lost: it’s hot
Miss Sue:
jonny lost: i don’t know i guess i was just really far away and craving to be hypnotized by you
Miss Sue: HA
Miss Sue: I like that
Miss Sue: that you’re just fucked… and addicted
Miss Sue: that’s nice
Miss Sue:
jonny lost: yeah it’s nice
jonny lost: i’m fucked
jonny lost: well put

Categories: GreedyGoddessSue · addiction · eavesdrop · sub quote of the day

why getting what I want is more important than denying you

December 16, 2007 · Leave a Comment

In the list of things I find ridiculous online (and it’s a longggg list), is the notion that if a masochist and/or submissive enjoys something that a sadist/dominant shouldn’t give it to him. As if frustrating what the maso/sub’s wants has a HIGHER priority than what the sadist/dom wants.

i.e. if I want something, I have to forsake what I want or enjoy, because he is enjoying it?

I’m here to call weak bullshit on that.

Weak.

The latest incarnation of this idiotic line of reasoning was in a financial domination chat room. I was humiliating one of my bitches in the room and there was a well-populated chorus of, “he’s enjoying this.” (and I’m sure he was on some level, despite the tears in his voice as I drug confessionals out of him and made him sing) So? I’m supposed to NOT amuse myself because he’s enjoying it?

Perhaps it’s because it was a financial domination chat room. I haven’t noticed as much of it in non-financial domination rooms, although it still does exist (usually kidding, though): the thought that the best way to hurt a masochist is to not hurt him.

Blah.

Where is the part of that where I win? No where.

What it boils down to is this: getting what I want is the most important thing! See how easy and perfect that is?

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On Overdosing the Spa Indulgences

December 7, 2007 · Leave a Comment

I’m mid-spa indulgence (one of my boys bought me a $3000 spa package of various body wraps and massages and facials and and and everything on the menu. So I’m doing a spa trip a day, basically. It is like a job, except that I don’t have to work! But I do have to show up at appointment time!

And today I didn’t feeeeel like it. So it felt like work. Luckily it’s happy work, this being spoiled rotten gig!!! After I got there I felt soooo much better and was glad I’d gone. Did a body scrub and a detox wrap and an hour in the infrared sauna. Then had my weekly massage appointment that I forgot to reschedule, so I went in anyway… and came home a well-oiled relaxed puddle of happy!

I want my very own infrared sauna (I hear it as “saw-ooooona” because that’s how the cute lady says it in her accent at the spa hahahaha)… but I can’t figure out where it would go. I don’t want it just shoved in the corner of a room, that would look ick.

I’ve started thinking that I may need to do some serious construction in the yard. I could totally dedicate one whole strip of my yard to a lap pool with a cabana on the end. A few dressing rooms and a bath room. Then off of that, I could build towards the garage and have a whole gym/spa to my self. There is more than enough room (I have a huge yard… 3 lots) to do everything if I decide I want to.

I like the idea of having a separate gym as well, since I have created my home gym in my den. Which works perfectly. But a whole gym with a spa? A steam room, a sauna, the mind does wander into how happy that would be!!!!

Something to think about…

I better get to sleep. I have a spa appointment in the morning!!!!!

It’s a good life!

Categories: GreedyGoddessSue · spoiled
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