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Entries from June 2007

The perfect drug

June 30, 2007 · Leave a Comment

LYRICS:

The perfect drug

I got my head, but my head is unraveling
Cant keep control, cant keep track of where its traveling
I got my heart but my heart is no good
And youre the only one thats understood
I come along but I dont know where youre taking me
I shouldnt go but youre reaching back and shaking me
Turn off the sun, pull the stars from the sky
The more I give to you, the more I die

And I want you
And I want you
And I want you
And I want you

You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug

You make me hard, when Im all soft inside
I see the truth, when Im all stupid eyed
The arrow goes straight through my heart
Without you everything just falls apart

My blood wants to say hello to you
My feelings want to get inside of you
My soul is so afraid to realize
Every little word is a lack of me

And I want you
And I want you
And I want you
And I want you

You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
(whispering)
You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
You are the perfect drug, the drug, the perfect drug

Take me, with you
Take me, with you
Take me, with you
(continues in backround)
Without you, without you everything falls apart
Without you, its not as much fun to pick up the pieces
Without you, without you everything falls apart
Without you, its not as much fun to pick up the pieces
Its not as much fun to pick up the pieces
Its not as much fun to pick up the pieces
Without you, without you everything falls apart
Without you, its not as much fun to pick up the pieces

Categories: addiction · dominance · music · poetry · video

Technological Overload

June 30, 2007 · 1 Comment

I’ve got all these new toys to play with (good man, tt, good man!) and I’ve realized that I’m in the middle of a technological overload.

Not only have I been uber-busy with my social life, but also trying to work the kinks (pun intended) out of my new toys. Recording studio set-up, new program learning curves, the design and launch of something fun and new, and a computer eaten alive by nasty bugs. (just retrieved all of my files I thought were lost off of the infested computer… whew… and it looks like my good man has sent my new computer within moments of me posting it on my wishlist… purrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrring with happiness over that… now you just need to get the monitor for it as well so I can have dual computers and monitors… perfect for the sound studio set up!)

Too many toys to play with? Who knew it could happen! And who knew it could be so much fun!! My to-do list (which, believe it or not, is filled with more than “go shoe shopping” … although that is on there) is long and exciting. And I hardly know where to begin! So I procrastinate productively and write! I’ve had a few days of feverishly fun writing. Posting some here. Enjoy it while you can… I’m moving closer and closer to launching my new stuff online and I’m not sure yet where it’ll all lead, but this site and my blog will likely go *poof*…

I’m off to finish up some editing and the reformatting of the infected computer (grrrrrr)…

Night, kiddos

Categories: GreedyGoddessSue · addiction · financial sadi$m · spoiled · wistlistage

I love The Onion

June 29, 2007 · Leave a Comment

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Your Horoscope

June 26, 2007

Libra September 23 – October 23

It’s true that sometimes we have to be cruel to be kind, but maybe using the crosscut saw was a little much.

Hahahaha

How did they know

Categories: GreedyGoddessSue · amusing

What men are for

June 29, 2007 · Leave a Comment

Men are different. They are built differently than women.

  • DISCLAIMER: I’m about to state my opinion. I’m saying what I believe not that everyone and their dog has to believe it. Not that it has to become some law or a political platform or a religion. Except for my little harem of submissive worshipers. It helps if some of our thoughts are on the same page for that chemistry thing that I find so exciting about the intellectual aspects of domination. And even then I don’t expect there to be complete agreement on everything under the sun. Hell, I have a very good boy that is Catholic. Not for me thanks, I don’t want my higher power to be a cracker and a teeninsy sip of wine. But I don’t care if he does. Actually kind of like it because I find it hot to make him all weak and mushy on the inside and need to pour out confessions to me and then ask him, “How long has it been since your last confession, my child.” Hot. Naughtily heat producingly hot. But I digress…

My belief is that men are bigger and stronger physically for me.

That’s right. For me. Not that I’m horribly selfishly self-involved world-revolves-around me or anything… BUT…

I think they are like sexily built packhorses to do the heavy lifting. (I love it when people talk about evolutionary stuff and describe men as the hunter/providers. Ooooooh, yes, go run off and do the dirty work and come lay what you have slayed/looted at my feet)

The naughty bits are vulnerably outside the body to be all painfully, obviously available to hurt and to be all painfully obviously available for indicating when they are excited, even if they want to hide it.

Whether you believe in female supremacy or don’t, that just seems … well … convenient.

*insert wicked, feminine grin*

Categories: GreedyGoddessSue · dominance · female supremacy · masochism · men · sadism · submission

quizzical

June 28, 2007 · Leave a Comment

Your Score: Goddess

You scored 76% Dominance and 71% Technique!

You are, quite simply, mind-blowingly and unbearably hot. You would not just be a "good" dominatrix. You would be – hell, you *are* – a stunning and breathtaking sexual experience for whatever man is lucky enough to be captured by you. Whatever you do, don’t let your talents go to waste. Use them. Nurture them. Impart them to others. And, if all else fails, call me ;-) Thank you for taking my test, Ma’am – I hope we can meet someday.

POSTSCRIPT: I used to get an automatic notification whenever someone scored as highly as you just did – it was a pretty rare event to begin with. Since OKC changed its layout, however, this hasn’t been happening at all. So I’d be grateful if you could drop me a quick note if you’ve just scored "Goddess" – I always like to know that the test is still otherwise working.

hahaha anyone else find it funny that even the subbies making these dorky quizzes are trolling?? hahaha

Categories: amusing · personal

Overheard in NYC

June 24, 2007 · Leave a Comment

Love this site: Overheard in NYC. Here is just a sampling of what is being overheard in NYC… of course slanted to the things I like.

hehe

Hipster chick: Sometimes I think finding a boy to be bitchy to is just as good as finding a boyfriend.

–F train

hehe

Little sis: I don’t know. I’m just really confused. Like, how am I supposed to know what I want in a guy? You know? Like, what’s your perfect guy?
Big sis: One with 6 weeks to live.
Little sis: Huh?
Big sis: Nevermind… God, that would be great, though.

–1 train platform, 23rd St

hahaha… and no heirs!

Chick #1: So I get him home, right, and he takes it off and he’s wearin’ lavendah undaweah…
Chick #2, cackling: My gawd!

–Bleecker

I think I know that guy, except I told him to buy only pink undies after I made him cut all his man panties into shreds!!

Thug #1: Yo, what are you doing walking behind me?
Thug #2: I don’t know.
Thug #1: Yo, what are you doing? Nobody walks behind me… Unless it’s my girl… with a dildo.

–78th & 2nd

hahahaha

Categories: amusing

Back

June 22, 2007 · Leave a Comment

I ran off to the coast for my grandmother’s memorial service.

2007 has not been a kind year for grandmothers. Losing both of them within 6 months of each other has been… hard. I don’t even know how else to describe it. It’s just … hard.

The memorial service was nice, though. It was a small service, just family and her closest friends. We all said something we would remember most about her. Had a nice lunch after. It was nice to see people I haven’t seen in ages. It was good to say goodbye.

I rented a beach house and stayed for a couple of days with my sister and cousin. It was a very quiet couple of days. Mostly just the sound of the surf. I needed it.

Glad to be home.

Categories: GreedyGoddessSue · personal

Permanent bondage?

June 22, 2007 · Leave a Comment

Intriguing…. no?

I find it cute that it’s listed under “permanent bondage.” Very intriguing.

Categories: bdsm · bondage · dominance · masochism · sadism

Poetry: Untitled

June 19, 2007 · Leave a Comment

untitled

I want to dig my claws into him, into his world.
I want to tear it all apart.
I want to rip him to shreds and hold him as he cries.
Put him back together again.
Start anew in the morning. I want want need want more
than the poor man has to offer,
insatiable thirst.
Emotional sadist, I wonder what is broken
inside of me that makes me want
to drain his life like a Vampire.
I wonder what is broken inside of the world
that it should be “wrong.”
I want to simply hold his life in my hands and know
that I could crush it with an idle squeeze.
Squeeze his throat in my chokehold
and know it is only my mercy that lets him live.
I want to look into his mindfucked eyes and see the glaze,
the trust, the surrender, to see that he knows what I know
that we both know the only reason he still walks the earth
is that I have let him do so.
Isn’t there beauty in that?
Delicious heartbreaking dangerous beauty in that.
I want to eat his life up and wipe the bloody drippings
carelessly with the back of my hand.

Categories: poetry

christmas in june

June 19, 2007 · Leave a Comment

Ooops, hit the “save” instead of “publish” button on this post…

Here’s (some of) what was in the boxes pictured below…

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(the last image in the above row is of a *giggling* money tree to bring great fortune in finances… oh meow already)

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for those of you keeping track… this is the 2nd mixer… I wanted one for the lake house, not that I’ll EVER necessarily use it when I’m there … but if I want to, I can! And if I don’t? It so fits the shabby chic decor!!

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.. um… yeah, so amazon and magazines suck!! I’ve put vogue on my wishlist and it has disappeared onto the “purchased page” (sidenote: a page I view as soft-core porn!) and yet, no vogue magazine appears on my doorstep. Growl in frustration and add it again to my list. Now the first subscription is arriving… 6 months after ordering? And then tada! ANOTHER subscription is starting to arrive. And I think I may have added another one… um… or 2. Oh, bother, like I have any use for FOUR subscriptions to vogue??? Blah.

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I have some VERY good boys!

edit: almost forget to hand out good boy pats for these: Maddy’s nikky sent a $100 Victoria’s Secret gift card and some anonymous admirer sent a $500 amazon gift certificate. Now THAT is how to be a secret admirer!

Categories: financial domination · financial sadi$m · personal · shopping · submission · wistlistage