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Entries from December 2005
quote of the day
December 30, 2005 · Leave a Comment
Categories: sub quote of the day
Back!
December 28, 2005 · Leave a Comment
Back home after a (very) busy, (very) fun holiday vacation home with The Family. Lots of shopping (one lucky boy got to meet me and take me shopping at Northpark Mall the day after xmas… a thrill for him to be allowed to carry my packages around and be acknowledged only when told to pay!) Lots of good food and late night visiting as well.
Back home to a pile of gifts that arrived a titch late (tsk tsk, boys) including a pile of books and cd’s, a massager, and jewelry. (I need to adjust My wishlists soon… some of this stuff I’m getting I have NO IDEA why I put in on the list in the first place LOL!!!)
And some gifts that haven’t arrived yet at all … some boys are in twouble for procrastinating ….
Back home to leave again! I am heading out tonight to friends’ lakehouse where we have our semi-annual gathering with indulgent food and drinking and music. Should be fun, but I am a bit tired. I’ll be bringing Bailey’s and coffee as my drink contribution to keep me going. lol
Hope everyone’s holidays were good (and I hope all of you boys worked hard through them!)
Categories: personal
home for the holidays
December 24, 2005 · Leave a Comment
I am off in the morning to go home for the holidays. I’ll be there until Tuesday morning. I’m sure I’ll be so busy trying to get in everything at once I’ll need a vacation when I get back. (Which works out well since I am going to friends’ lakehouse next week!!!)
Between family and friends and (of course) shopping… should be a busy long weekend.
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SPEAKING of shopping… I think I might be reaching shopping saturation levels! Amazing, I know, but seriously I have almost had enough shopping to last a while LOL. Between the past few months of online shopping endlessly, and the past few weeks online AND real time endless shopping, I am a bit overwhelmed. Not to mention the presents rolling in.
Actually, its not so much shopping (as I hypocritically do some online shopping WHILE typing in my blog about being OVER shopping rofl)… but where should I PUT all this stuff?? Once all the boxes and bags are gone, maybe it’ll seem less overwhelming. I do know for SURE I need more boot shelves … and leaky just ordered another pair of fabulous gold gogo boots for me … oh and that bitchboi slut ordered black thigh highs. * sigh *
Let me amend the sick of shopping statement AGAIN… I am not sick of shopping, I don’t need to know where to put all of this stuff… I NEED A NEW HOUSE!! LOL that would solve it altogether! An extra bedroom as a closet would help… then my guest room’s closet could be used for guest’s clothes instead of my shoe shelves LOLOL!
And in other news, willing will be home soon to hurt in style!!! Wonder what kind of pain I can dream up for him now that he won’t be stuck in his little pod in the middle of iraq!!!
Didn’t even finish blog posting before jonniboi pissed me off BAD. No more masochistic vanilla boys for me!!
I’d make it a New Year’s resolution… but made a New Year’s resolution to give up New Year’s resolutions 5 yrs. ago LOL.
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Guess I should go finish packing and wrapping presents and get SOME sleep before I drive in the morning. I will be checking email from time to time, but will most likely not be available on messenger or phone til next week (just breathe deeply and relax, you’ll survive).
Happy Season’s Greetings Kwanza Hannukah Winter Solstice And all other celebrations….
xoxo Me
p.s. favorite gift(s) so far? sui’s BEAUTIFUL bracelets (he couldn’t decide which one to get, so got them both, what a good boy) and willing’s stream of gifts all month – beginning and ending with BOOTS * happy sigh *
Categories: financial sadi$m · personal
Overrated
December 20, 2005 · Leave a Comment
Gavin DeGraw a sub?
Who knew?
“Overrated”
Take my home
Take everything I own
Take it, take control
You will feel better
You will feel whole
You’re so good
You stopped me where I stood
And let me look at love and I feel better
Oh, I feel good
I just want to give it all to you
I want to share this with you
Make you mine and mine will be all yours
Whatever you want and more
What I’m anticipating
Everything else will be over-rated
Baby, it’s for you, it’s all for you
You speak kind
Oh, if you were mine
What would we be like?
We would be liked
We would be…
I just want to give it all to you
I want to share this with you
Make you mine and mine will be all yours
Whatever you want and more
What I’m anticipating
Everything else will be over-rated
Everything else will be over-rated
Open up
Let me fill your cup
I can really pour it out
It will be like…
I will be enough
I just want to give it all to you
I want to share this with you
Make you mine and mine will be all yours
Whatever you want and more
What I’m anticipating
Everything else will be over-rated
Baby, it’s for you
Baby, it’s for you
Baby, it’s for you
Baby, it’s for you, it’s all for you
Categories: financial sadi$m · submission
Temporary Neutering
December 18, 2005 · Leave a Comment
I have long found that temporary neutering of My slaves through heating to be an effective tool. This process makes slaves very docile and well-behaved. An interesting thing is how much they come to crave being heated, how much they need to be neutered (and therefore have much of the aggressive, difficult male traits neutralized).
I have just begun My first heating via distance training, and it is too early to tell how it will work out in the long run… but so far it looks very promising. The slave I am experimenting on is fairly trustworthy and knows how to follow My instructions fully (or else I would not allow him to heat at all).
As the sperm count lowers, eventually disappearing, submissive understanding emerges more and more. It is a nearly spiritual experience for the slave, reaching a higher level of comprehension of their rightful place in the world. Productivity increases, attention is focused, all is good *smiles*.
My personal belief is that all slaves should be heated and in chastity so that they can focus on the important things instead of their base animal obsessions – can focus on serving Superior Women.
xoxo Miss Sue
Categories: GreedyGoddessSue
